it's ME AGAIN!

I'm baaaaAAAAaaaack,

I'm on tumblr, but that's not why I haven't been on here. I guess I forgot about blogger.

Well I haven't been up to a WHOLE lot. I am not in school yet, I start in a couple of weeks, I have been working my butt of at Starbucks, and I recently got my license.


WIN!


brb

Have not blogged

in a while.

I guess this is like word vomit.
I love UCLA. I kind of really do love it. I want to eventually move out to Westwood/Brentwood.

Also, I want to watch "A Single Man" and "An Education." Soon, hopefully.
Jimmy rarely has the weekends off now so it's sort of difficult but I want us to go.
Also, I turn 19 in about a week. It's crazy how after 19, I'm on my way to 20. 20.
That's way to scary for one to fathom.
Fathom looks like phantom. Well it sounds like it.

I guess you can say that I'm happy. Very happy to have everything that I have. Inspiration, motives, someone to snuggle with, to kiss, to hug, to call, to fight with. It hits me every now and then. 

 

I don't want to know that you don't want me.
I don't want to know what you do without me.
I don't want to know what I'll be without you.
I don't wanna know. I don't wanna know.

I don't want to know that you don't want me.
I don't want to know what you do without me.
I don't want to know what I'll be without you.
I don't wanna know. I don't wanna know.

On Directing Me.

Tired.









Busy.








12 pages to complete.






I love it. I felt like I hadn't been doing much but now I feel it! It's that feeling. The kind of feeling I had when I made 500 flash cards for U.S. History in the 11th grade. The kind of feeling when I read Dear John in like an hour and I just felt it. I'm feeling it right now. I don't know if you know what I mean but it's more than an accomplished feeling or a proud feeling. It doesn't last long, but when it happens it feels good. I probably wont feel it tomorrow morning. But if I do, I'll try to explain it better because I should go to bed right now.

oh, I change my mind.

Potential classes:

Ethnomusicology: Media and Music

Classical Mythology

Psychology 10

Lili & I are taking the same classes, GE's and exploring :]

I'm excited for the Winter Quarter!!

Oh, and there's a bunch of crap I have to do right now that I'm really ignoring.

Juan is coming over tomorrow, should be fun.

CONGRATULATIONS.

go home now.

not ever

When I told my mom about this, 

she just looked very sad because he could never say those things to her. 

Not ever. Not even when he walked her down the aisle.